How are you doing?

Well Janie - I could lie and say fine - or I could complain and no one would listen anyway! LOL

It's not easy dear - not at this time of the year. It's very hard on me. I'm becoming a hermit - I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to be miserable I guess.

It's just that things are so different now - so completely different. What's my life purpose now? I've taken care of my whole family, I've fed and clothed everyone, I've buried everyone and I mourn for them all.

what's next on the agenda?

Just makes me wonder.

Thank you for asking and even more important - thank you for listening.

I hope you start feeling better Mama.

I was afraid of that. You have many friends here Hon and we love you.

Thank you and I love our family here - present and the ones that are AWOL!

Life goes on - whether or not we want to participate in it at times.