Thank you both. You're right, Mama, we must go on. I will definitely be sending warm thoughts your way for the loss you have suffered is indeed a stiff one. I've been there, too, and you need to know that even 40 or 50 years from now, you will ache for her. Please find comfort in those memories that make you smile. The pain will never go away but it will get easier with time. Stay strong. @CF: thank you so much. I am so happy that I found this forum.